Just, not yet.

I am still young. At heart. At thoughts. At experience.

Maybe that is why I am baffled at the things I hear, see and feel whenever I am around those who are reaching the age of wisdom-hood.

Maybe that is why I have some random queries.

I sometimes say to myself, “Are they also that fickle?”. I guess that doubles for the women of any age.

I sometimes wonder why they would advice me to loosen up a bit. “ Wag kang masyadong seryoso. Sige ka, tatanda ka agad.” Isn’t it when you need to become serious to be responsible? On the other hand, I understand that it is no healthy to be dead-serious all the time. They think my being quiet (For now) is a sign that I am way too serious about life.

What I can do in this kind of situation is to be young yet aware of what is happening; what I should do and how to react. Yeah, I think that’s good.

I’d rather also to let them be just random thoughts and live in the moment; for I do not want to age yet. Just, not yet.

‘til the next post.

Ciao,

Maddie

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