I’m gently opening my luggage; gathering the strength to
organize the things that were once scattered while I was on my flight. I needed
to finish this or else, there will be no other time.
You might think I have been independent and started living
on my own. Nah! Not a chance (At this year or so). What really happened is I
just came back from my first ever vacation with a friend. I came back with a mishmash
of emotions – refreshed, harried, disappointed but happy. I’ll explain once I
post my recent trip.
For now, I want to share how it has become a breath of fresh
air not to write for how many weeks already. It’s not that I have ton of
readers, but having to agonize for the first few weeks since I stopped, that I
have not been able to write makes me lethargic at work (Seriously). I think the
sense of doing tasks at the same time (Writing a draft while answering a client
call and making mental notes of what your boss instructed you to do hahaha) energizes
me to no end. So how did it end up good hiatus for my blog? Well, there is this
mysterious feeling to experiencing stuff without having to worry that you need
to write before you go to bed. For the agonizing part, it was gone before I
noticed it since work got really busy (Alam
na, naghahabol sa target dahil 4th quarter na hahaha!).
Having the [imposed] freedom was actually good. Looking
back, I observed how silly my ideas were on how to ‘just’ present my posts; how
tiresome it is to stare blankly in my screen because my brain (and eyes) were
heavily shutting down on me (Kailangan matapos
itech bago mag-12 a.m., ang drama ko haha); how it always seem rushed to me
whenever I randomly write stuff for the sake of posting something.
I finally realized something – the reason for me starting
this blog. It is not to attract millions of readers – but to share my experiences,
my literature and my thoughts. It is not to gain popularity – but to tell a
story based on my style. Heck, I’m not a professional blogger, just an amateur
who wants to write in the digital world.
Now, I’ll revert to my un-packing of stuff.
Until next post!
Ciao,
Maddie
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