In December, I lay awake.

The morning disguised;

Shuddering.

I lay awake and still.

Visions are blurred

The windows forcing down

I lay awake and still.

Walking;

Left, and right swaying in;

I lay awake and still.

Is it today?

Yes, maybe no;

December.

Beleaguered moments;

Hush hush.

It’s December.

Idealizing the past;

Disinterested in reality.

In December, I lay awake.

Forward now, never deny.

Soliloquys - happiness above.

In December, I lay awake.

Silence inhibits.

Desire for tonight.

In December, I lay awake.